Saturday, January 21, 2006

The Recurrent Au Revoir

You called me again. Why?

I last heard you crying, I last heard that I needed to move on from you...it is what you said.

I said, "no, hell no."
You said, "hang on, I've got another call."
You hung up.

I waited and wondered and decided and villified and lost touch with that hurt.

And now you text me to tell me you still love me?

I went out of my way for you. But those days have past.

My past has moved on and so has the ability to feel guilt; I have given enough to walk away from this wounding feeling smarter and wiser.

Where are you? What are you doing? Who are you doing it with? When will you stop? Why must you hurt me more?

2 comments:

Mark said...

Thanks sci40995...

Who are you?

Mark said...

If you are reading what I write, and also leaving a comment that isn't spam, then you are not a bystander. And I doubt you are stranger. But at least you are kind, and I thank you for that.