Mark to Kelly: When will you find happiness?

I will find happiness when I find inner peace. Until I am happy with me and in my "world" or environment I can't make anyone happy. And I think true happiness is sharing that feeling with the one you love. Making that person smile is my happiness.

Kelly to Mark: Explain your idea of a soulmate?

A soulmate is a person that literally shares your thoughts, that feels your happiness and shine, that relates to you through all the differences between one another. A soulmate is someone who you dream about in the actuality and reality of waking life. A soulmate can support you, change you, surprise you, complete you, love you deeper than a ring or a vow, and helps life to have purpose beyond the horizon your human eyes strain to see.

Mark to Kelly: What makes you feel positive (either activities, things, or sensory things)?

Being able to exercise the passion I have for rhinos that results in a successful outcome that directly improves their future or enriches their current existance.

Kelly to Mark: What inspires you to write? And would you change that?

Pain, fear, loss, glee, insight, desperation are among the first indicators that trigger my feeling to write. Some writings come to me complete, some just a sentence or thought or even just a word. I would not change my writing based on feelings as inputs but I would like to change my writings habits to be more dedicated to writing everyday and not just every now and then.

Mark to Kelly: Do you know who your future holds for you?

I know God has already recorded the data of my future and he is the one who is in control. But only I can make that happen. So I guess I hold my future but God is in control of that future. And its up to me to make it happen.


Kelly to Mark: What do you feel is your greatest flaw?

Not following through to complete big projects. Fulfilling the ideas I have motivation for, but not enough time for because I don't make the time. Not giving myself enough credit.

Mark to Kelly: How will you change yourself tomorrow based on the feelings you had today?

After spending time with you I feel I have the same feelings about what I would like to see in the future. When I say same feelings I mean same as when I am at home and lonely. I know the feelings and emotions I have are real.

Kelly to Mark: If we are in control of our future Where will you be on November 6, 2006?

A question I pondered last night and still have no definite idea. I'd like to be signing my book in City Lights bookstore in San Fran. I'd like to be happy, on a good path, and wiser.



Thanks Kelly, you rule.